icicles!they are absolutely fascinating!
Monday, January 25, 2010
Monday, January 18, 2010
afternoon sunshine
i curl into myself as tightly as i can
laying on the square of sunlight that pours through the window
and spills onto the livingroom floor.
warmth envelopes my body as the streaming sun
hugs my contorted frame.
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
New Obsessions...
i am completely *O B S E S S E D* with light
and symmetry
and duality
and the absence of light combined with its presence
and hidden treasures found by opening the curtains
Friday, January 1, 2010
NEW YEAR
instead of resolutions of what SHOULD be done this upcoming year, I am saying goodbye to the things and people that hold me back from being my ultimate being... (inspired by http://learningtoloveyoumore.com/... assignment # 70)
GOODBYE...
fake smiles to fake people
being afraid of being lonely
denial of self, purpose, potential
mediocrity
self-doubt
to those that take advantage of my ability to see the best in others
to doing just enough to get by
co-dependency
fear of failure
being afraid of trying new things
FEARS
not being able to say no when that's all I want to do
trying to make others happy before making myself happy
to constant questioning of self, decisions, and life
half-empty glasses
half-hearted anything
compliance
to the past relationships that make me afraid of new ones
"friends" that were never there for me when they were needed most
selling myself short
to the trivial things that seem bigger than life at the moment
wondering when
wishing it was easy
weaknesses
goodbye to those who wish anything but the best for me
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happy new year
this is my year!
'home' comings...
three hours on a plane & i go from snow on the ground to sunshine and gardens...it's a different world in more than one way.
...and neither place feels like home...
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